my new hair cut :)

My new haircut inspired by bubzbeauty 

love my new haircut 

Love bubzbeauty too :)

Bubzbeauty. love her lots

Snow Day 18 Dec

 

18 december 2010

love the snow these are photos me and my sis took that nite :)

it started at 3pm end about 8pm

hope ypu love the snow as well hehe !!!

OMG !!!

last friday ... it was a very icy day

that was the worst day of my life.

i fell down on the icy road
i fell on my hip bone and my coccyx.
haiz so sad ...it been better last few days but after my dance
my bum still hurt more than before.
i dunno when the injury will heal
my mum dun let me dance for a few weeks.
im so sad. i really want to dance but my back hurts.
dun want to go c the doctor because my back is not that painful,
i wish that i will heal quicker.
that wat basically happen to me frequently,
im really really sad ... :'(

classic album night !!

i had a very nervous and fun nite with Jazz, Ella and Joe

we started rehesals straight after school thats about 4 pm

its sooo cold OMG ... i really hate cold weater,  

when my sir call us to reharsal ...we legged to the to the hall 

ohh and i break my shoe before the actual peformance
haixxx

love Jazz and Mr Ashworth to let me be in the classic alblum nite pefromance
thanks to both of you

this one of my story of love

there are onli 2 main characters in this story
there is a girl R-loves her bf very much and thinks alot waaayyy too much
there is a boy K-loves his gf very very much and scare to loose his gf

Title is '
this story starts about 1 year ago, they met on a social website that is the ********. They started their relationship with a friendship. They started talking to each other with a quetion. That quetion is from a application,'Name one thing you wish to knew about K?'

R answered 'Him'

with no expectation she recive a reply form the guy. R was so surprised because she did not know K will reply her... ( the details are nt very relevent to be relevent to be publish becox its R and K little secret) they have been talking to each other for couple of months before K decided to tell his love to R. they continue to be friend for thoses days. One day, K decided to confess his love to R. She was touched by his confession althought its nt a very romantic one. the confession is feel with honesty and inoccent. K says that he will wait for R to go back to M country to be with K for ever. they are so happy and loved. every weekend they were so happy and have a big laugh over alot of things (from everyday life things, to silly questions and other things). Recantly, these days they not have so many laughter. they have so many arguement over things. they had arguement of small matters and other not very important things. they have been argue a bout R being with other guy and other things such as R not going back to M country. K fear that R will not going back to M country. Few days, later R decided to seperate from K becos R thinks that there is no ponit of being with K anymore since R thinks that K do not trust her anymore. They are still arguing about that now. And they are seperated from each other. R still love him becoz R trust him and still loved him being honest and loyal to R. the Writer still does not know the ending to this story becos the writer is waiting for the answer from a person.

Do K still trust R?

What other fear does K have?

Are they trusting each other as much as before?

Do they love each other anymore?

Is their relationship broken in someway?

Can anyone help them to fix these relationship?

P.S this do not refer to the writers opinion. please do not refer anyone. if anyone that know about this story please do not specify it becoz i do not want the main characters to think too much and think about things that is no relevent

29/10/10

today is 29/10/10 

today i am very sad due to some emotional problem

i have made a decision 

i din think that i have a right decision and i also have not made a wrong decision

most of the time i made a decision and i will not regret bout that decision

i did not say that i want to break with him but 

just give me a month time to think over by myself.

i hope that by the time i think trough it i wont do this painful decision

and i hope at this time we both, 

will know each other more and more

for this decision i have made, i hope nt to make this decision agian in the future 

i really do not want to make this decison again.

lastly how the time will go really fast 

as fast posible to 29 of november 2010

love you so much

i have a story about love

i have a story about love to share
A- a girl
B- a boy that deeply love with the girl
C- a boy that A met few days ago

                

                      The story starts like this, A and B were in love with each other for a long time, they met in the Internet and they are so into each other. im not gonna talk bout A and B cos they are not very interesting. im talking about A and C. A and C met each other from a friend in the Internet. they met each other for about 3 months and onli chat for about couple of times. One day when A was talking to C, A ask C 'do you have any girlfriend?' And C says 'no because no one love me'. so A was joking and says 'if no one love you then i love you' then C says 'okay then u be my girlfriend' then A says 'erm i hav boyfriend adi' then C says 'erm never mind, jus dun tell your boyfriend' then A agree with C. Later they have a very happy and lovely conversation. At that time A is dating with two person. A was very happy until. 

                    One day, C is so cold to A. then A sent a massage to C that A is worried bout C. C seems to be quite busy with C's work and did not bother with A. One day, A really miss C at that moment and A wrote a confession that is private and it goes like this, 

                    ''i miss u alot can u online now i really want to talk to you .. miss you so much this days ... i dunno y i felt that way i am feeling now i think like i said i am already in love with u ... if i hav met u earlies and u have told me earlier then i would nt b dating with B and we can be lovely sweet couple ... i dint know that i will fall for another guy so easily ... mayb i hav a very good communication with u. mayb becoz we both are so open ... i really like the conversation we have made ... i love ur humour and funnyness of u and lots other ... i jus hope that u are nt scare of me and nt talk to me cos i really wish that i still can talk to you if u dun want me as a gf then fine we can still be frenx i dun mind really its jus that i dun want to loss both. i dun want to loss u bt i also dun want to loss B, i knoe i that selfish believe me i think i will give up on someone oneday and i will nt regret my choice .. no matter what please keep talking to me ... i really have lots of fun during our conversations ... miss u lots ... i always wonder when you will online. i always want u appear online when ever i online. lastly i want to tell you i miss you so much ... i really would want to hear your voice and keep it in my heart jus for myself to listen when ever i want ... i wont let anyone in the world know that we are in love before ... I LOVE YOU''

                 After a week, C deleted A from his life. A was so devastated she started crying and trying to fix the problem. A felt that she has done wrong and felt she is too forceful to C. Once C has deleted A, she wrote a msg to C that she confess to him. the summary is like this 

          '' confess to you that i did fall in love with you ... and i dun want to force you on adding me back ... i love you and would like you to keep it as a secret for life.''

               i guess that the summary of the msg. back to the story. And C did not bother A. A keep on thinking that did C see the msg. and lastly later A send another msg that is like this

''can i know the explination of why you delete me ... promise no to bother you ever again''

and this is basically the story...
later in the week A realise C deleted her

there are questions i still have in my mind that cannot figure out

Why does C have to delete A?

What has A done to make C delete A?

and Did C read the massage A write?

P.S the 'I' in the ' quatation marks- " ' is the A talking 

and 'I' with no ' quatation marks-" ' is the write ' me ' 

thanks reader please do not misstaken me with the main character in the story. 

thanks very much 

please give abit of comment and please answer the qusetions. thanks

Party of Iza and Bekah

yeaterday was 18th of september

i had a very fun nite with my friends that i love very much

but i actually felt really sad at the end of the party 

cox that time they put on the salsa music and they had fun

but i din coz i dun have a partner to dance with 

mostly i had fun

i dun want to tell anyone to hurt anyone's feeling

she keep calling me to tell her bt i really dun want to tell to hurt her

and other friend 

I DUNNO WHAT TO DO NOW AHHHHHH ????????

haizzz

OMG ... today was my first 6th form day 

its really really boring

because there is nothing to do there

my first math leasson is quite alright 

i liked it but the questions are quite difficult 

haiz some of the question i cant do

mayb ask someone then can ... i think

love my class tutor 

he is fabulous

hehe

thats all i think ... just that ... 

love him so much

last song

i actually cried for this movie 

its so sad and yet so romantic

love the qoute that says

'everyone make mistakes, even the one they love'

that movie is very touching 

the last song poster

the main male character is like hot 

and fit and most importantly handsome

wowow

like him alot

(jus hope he din see this :P)

his names Liam Hemsworth

he's 20 and Australian

din know Australian is so handsome

ohh lastly 

everyone have to watch this show its so touching

this show will make u cry until ur pillows are wet 

Haizz i jus got my exam results

haizz

i jus got my GCSE results lo

haiz quite gud that i pass all the subjects

but i din gt a gud grade in dance that is quite disappointed 

i jus gt a C in dance so nt very happy bout that

im quite happy overall 

gt 1A 2B 5C and 3D

haizz

so disappointed

haiz 

i would want respect

whats respect to me respect is to give attention to the person 

and with more care and as my mum says ' heart'

i would want some respect from ppl i love

and even ppl i know

i know i dun give respect to all the ppl i met 

i am trying my best to give respect to all of the ppl

i do give all my respect to the person i love. 

so i also want respect from ppl

if ppl respect me i will definitely respect them back

plx ppl dun think im stupid and idot

i still hav a brain

and also have feelings too

if u dun know bout me then i will tel u abit bout me

first of all im a person that love to think alone 

so i will think lots and lots with out any reason 

im a person that will think bout lots of reason why sumthing do nt work

or someone do nt shows up

or of the event do nt run properly.

i will always blame it on myself no matter what have gone wrong 

or no matter the things i did wrong or i did nt do wrong

i always says sori to the one i love cos i felt that i done wrong bt i have dun nothing

i will also make up stupid reason to lie to myself of ppl nt showing up when they have to show up

i need reason before i finding out myself

if i found out that the reason myself this person do nt hav a happy ending on that day

i dun always remember ppls wrong doing

but i will jus remember the wrong doing for the whole day 

even when it is during at night

so this is basically how i work( my brain)

so next time to who ever hav promise me or want to meet up wif me

plz if u have any problem came up to u 

plz plz tell me before i find it out myself

or i phone up or text up to who ever.

or else u dun know what i gonna do to u on that day or the next time i meet u.

attention to all my frenx and my 2 sis.

went to gcus

hope that my boyfriend does not see this post 

because he is gonna be jealous bout this hehe

at gcus there are alot of guys

that is HOT, CUTE, and FIT 

OMG 

i have not seen so many guys that is so hot ever in my life before 

wow ... the atmosphere is so HOT ... ahhhh !!!!

gcus = hot guys 

sus = not hot guys ...  :)

prom

prom was fatastic but bit bored ... maybe bcoz dun like this kind of party 

i hav a wonderful dress

made by my mum 

thanks to her all night long ppl keep praising my dress ... hehe thanks to all 

haizz girls vs guys

wow now i only know that guys are better in games
but girls is more emotional in love haha
that all i can say bout boys vs girls
boys and guys in the world should try to treat girls very very gud lol
hahaa :)

today is the last day of school with all my frenx

today is 28.05.10

i will always remember today

bcoz today was the most emotional day i have had these few years

i will miss all my frenx in sus

bekah, courtney, izabela, jazz, ria, and other that have teach me lots of things

i miss the most is courtney jackson

the first person that i at school and become my best frenx in the school.

cj treat me as a frenx

i will miss cj so much

cj is the nicest person i have met

today she has done 2 performance and

one of them is a song that she and becca hender have done

that touches me so much even before they start to sing

the song is so wonderful and beautiful i cant believe that

i am leaving cj so fast

when i first met her i remembered that she like a elder sister to me

but she is more younger then me

i love cj so much

she is the bestest person i have met in my life

i will not forget her in my life

Finally finish

hahaha

i finally have finish my art work

all the prep work for the exam

all the other stuff that have to do with art

i think i have done a very gud job on doing my art work

it actually went better then i thought

im so proud of that work that i have done

ahhh

hehe

bt i still i have all the other exams to do

nooooooooo

busy busy days to come.

fantastic

i dun normally says my days are fantastic but today is really the day that i should say it is fantastic

in the morning i have a very nice conversation with my special person

and at school not too bad

but the most fantastic thing is that i love is

i dance salsa with mark .. the head of the salsa class

he invite me to dance with him so i did

and it was fantastic

love mark salsa

hope to dance with him again.

but now i have a sore feet ... help it is so painful ... ahh!!!!

Wonderful ... so wonderful

i have just finish watching this movie ... AVATAR ... it has a very nice script and animation

this is the most touching and sad story that i have ever seen for this year

it was so fantastic that i want to let everyone to know that this movie is worth to watch

no matter you rent it or download it.

hope everyone that have seen the movie happy to spend their money on the tickets

or some kind of payment

lastly i really hope that everyone will go to see this movie AVATAR

not much

not much goin on in my life but in the other life there are lots happen

i brought a new netbook that cost me my whole 'sun kah'

this is a very this is the most expensive netbook i have ever bought

but this is mt first netbook so its alright

missing malaysia so much now

want to go back to malaysia ...

misses malaysia food, frenx and family so much ... haizz

so much to do ... AHHHH

i have so much to do this hols ...

art ...

revision ...

haizz...

no time to be in love ...

but still love to be in love ...

trusting a person

today is a very happy day for me when i have a wonderful chat with the someone

but about 10 pm today i found out that one person from ****

today i found out that the person that i trust that to sned my shoe to me made me felt really down

i know that i can not trust the person that you do not know ...

i am very angry now ....

really ...

I AM NOT GOING TO BUY ANY THING FROM THE INTERNET ANYMORE !!!!

fantastic fantastic ....

i have a fantastic performance for the SUS and art collage.

i have most fantastic time in the whole entire life.

Tommy musical is the most fabulous drama i have ever seen in my life ...

seriously ...

can not belief they do not film this production ...

tommy musical is the best i have seen

salsa sooo fun ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

that the most fun thing i have ever done in years ahhhhh !!

1. Fun to be with 2. Secretive 3. Difficult to fathom and to be understood 4. Quiet unless excited or tensed 5. Takes pride in oneself 6. Has reputation 7. Easily consoled 8. Honest 9. Concern about people's feelings 10. Tactful 11. Friendly 12. Approachable 13. Very emotional 14. Tempramental and unpredictable 15. Moody and easily hurt 16. Witty and sarky 17. Sentimental 18. Not revengeful 19. Forgiving but never forgets 20. Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things 21. Guides others physically and mentally 22. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully 23. Caring and loving 24. Treats others equally 25. Strong sense of sympathy 26. Wary and sharp 27. Judge people through observations 28. Hardworking 29. No difficulties in studying 30. Loves to be alone! 31. Always broods about the past and the old friends 32. Likes to be quiet 33. Homely! person 34. Waits for friends 35. Never looks for friends 36. Not aggressive unless provoked 37. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems 38. Loves to be loved 39. Easily hurt but takes long to recover 40. Overly concerned 41. Puts in effort in work

do you think it is true of me ...

snow

i have been here for 1 year and there is snow and that is really nice.