dear my cloud

I know I have done many things wrong and always been so stubborn. I will not blame anyone except me to our break up. I my feelings has been up and down since ur leaving from me .... I felt that ur my missing piece that is in me. I try so hard to focus on other things but you have been always in my mind when ever. I never knew that ur so important to my heart, and life. I tell you now that ur always my first no matter what other people say about our relationship. my love for u has not change since ever. I will not apologies for what ever I did not do that u suspect me. I can swear to anything with my life that I am honest to you from the time u gave me another chance to me. I wish that we would have another chance for what both of us have done wrong. And I lastly and honestly would wish that we are true love but until now I wish that I will not drop tears over you ... I miss you so much Xx I love you x

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sad :'(

I don't know what is wrong with me as I have actually like a person which is much mature then me .... It's annoying so much !! Xx why can't I just be with some one that I actually like ... I know that this person likes me too ... Bt he don't dare to tell me cos he might be scared of his ex ... I always like him in many ways ... I try to keep my distance with him ....  but some how its just seem to come back ... I really hate myself either I have been really weak and he have been weak too ... If only he is less mature then me then or I am as mature as him, I will be really happy with it .... I want to be with this person really badly !! I need to stop myself .... I need to get rid of myself from thinking of him .... I just want to love someone I really care ... And he really cares of me ... I know everyone will says that I'm crazy and stuff .... I will stop myself loving him someday ....

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Confused

i would not know what to say ... i just fall in love with my besties ... my heart really hurts so much ... she dont like this man ... but she is going out with him ... i do not want to think about it because this is jusst being ridiculous .... i hate myself for falling in love with her. i know that she does not love me how i love her. and she did tell me that we would not ever happen as a couple. i dont how to keep this feeling in myself ... we had a close intimacy ... maybe is just because she was drunk that time ... my love have to always keep to myself :( .... 
♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥

how Leo works ...

i have not have been written in this blog.. i guess it could be about a year or two. i turn to this place because i would not want to offend people. i know this person for about few months nearly a year i guess. This person seem to be a very nice person until this person met the other person that so call her the lover. that has changed this person into a man that i need to be re-evaluate and also re-think. This person seems to be a person that used a friend as a toy and just dump that person just like that. today i had a converstation with this person and seems to be another person. This person seems to be a human with such rude manner and its not him. he hit me directly in my heart.

not one person in this world would ever treat me like a person ... maybe i have offended this person i dont know ... but the only things is that i know what ever i do no one will take me as a true person. not ever my own boyfriend dont treat me as a true person but i do love him a lot with all my heart. this is really strange, this person that i am talking about is not my boyfriend. the person i am talking about is a very close friend of mine that now no longer anymore. i still appreciate this friend. no matter what this person should not be able to see my blog. so this person would not know that i have written this. i hope this secret just leave it here and here is the place that it stands. 

i am not always depress. i am only depress when i see someone that i love don't apprechiate me and i want them to not know how i feel 

♥Dont want anyone to know how the truly feel♥

♥this is how Leo works♥

♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥