sad :'(

I don't know what is wrong with me as I have actually like a person which is much mature then me .... It's annoying so much !! Xx why can't I just be with some one that I actually like ... I know that this person likes me too ... Bt he don't dare to tell me cos he might be scared of his ex ... I always like him in many ways ... I try to keep my distance with him ....  but some how its just seem to come back ... I really hate myself either I have been really weak and he have been weak too ... If only he is less mature then me then or I am as mature as him, I will be really happy with it .... I want to be with this person really badly !! I need to stop myself .... I need to get rid of myself from thinking of him .... I just want to love someone I really care ... And he really cares of me ... I know everyone will says that I'm crazy and stuff .... I will stop myself loving him someday ....

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