My feeling x

I really have no idea what's up with me ... I want to know thou ... It might be man might be me I just wanna know. I want them to talk to me that's all. I have done nothing wrong .... I miss him and him and him :( Xx I don't understand what is going on with me. My little heart hurts :( I say I won't do something stupid Xx I really want to try not to do anything stupid

dear my cloud

I know I have done many things wrong and always been so stubborn. I will not blame anyone except me to our break up. I my feelings has been up and down since ur leaving from me .... I felt that ur my missing piece that is in me. I try so hard to focus on other things but you have been always in my mind when ever. I never knew that ur so important to my heart, and life. I tell you now that ur always my first no matter what other people say about our relationship. my love for u has not change since ever. I will not apologies for what ever I did not do that u suspect me. I can swear to anything with my life that I am honest to you from the time u gave me another chance to me. I wish that we would have another chance for what both of us have done wrong. And I lastly and honestly would wish that we are true love but until now I wish that I will not drop tears over you ... I miss you so much Xx I love you x

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sad :'(

I don't know what is wrong with me as I have actually like a person which is much mature then me .... It's annoying so much !! Xx why can't I just be with some one that I actually like ... I know that this person likes me too ... Bt he don't dare to tell me cos he might be scared of his ex ... I always like him in many ways ... I try to keep my distance with him ....  but some how its just seem to come back ... I really hate myself either I have been really weak and he have been weak too ... If only he is less mature then me then or I am as mature as him, I will be really happy with it .... I want to be with this person really badly !! I need to stop myself .... I need to get rid of myself from thinking of him .... I just want to love someone I really care ... And he really cares of me ... I know everyone will says that I'm crazy and stuff .... I will stop myself loving him someday ....

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Confused

i would not know what to say ... i just fall in love with my besties ... my heart really hurts so much ... she dont like this man ... but she is going out with him ... i do not want to think about it because this is jusst being ridiculous .... i hate myself for falling in love with her. i know that she does not love me how i love her. and she did tell me that we would not ever happen as a couple. i dont how to keep this feeling in myself ... we had a close intimacy ... maybe is just because she was drunk that time ... my love have to always keep to myself :( .... 
♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥

how Leo works ...

i have not have been written in this blog.. i guess it could be about a year or two. i turn to this place because i would not want to offend people. i know this person for about few months nearly a year i guess. This person seem to be a very nice person until this person met the other person that so call her the lover. that has changed this person into a man that i need to be re-evaluate and also re-think. This person seems to be a person that used a friend as a toy and just dump that person just like that. today i had a converstation with this person and seems to be another person. This person seems to be a human with such rude manner and its not him. he hit me directly in my heart.

not one person in this world would ever treat me like a person ... maybe i have offended this person i dont know ... but the only things is that i know what ever i do no one will take me as a true person. not ever my own boyfriend dont treat me as a true person but i do love him a lot with all my heart. this is really strange, this person that i am talking about is not my boyfriend. the person i am talking about is a very close friend of mine that now no longer anymore. i still appreciate this friend. no matter what this person should not be able to see my blog. so this person would not know that i have written this. i hope this secret just leave it here and here is the place that it stands. 

i am not always depress. i am only depress when i see someone that i love don't apprechiate me and i want them to not know how i feel 

♥Dont want anyone to know how the truly feel♥

♥this is how Leo works♥

♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥

SALSA PARTY

end of this month i am gonna go to a salsa party cant wait man.
im going to a advance salsa workshop. this will be s*** scary :$
i am looking forward to it but i am also alittle scared of it :)
im such a strange person am i ?
i think so ... hope Mark does not kill me by the end of the salsa workshop if not i will kill him
or make him pay.
i am going to a salsa party end of this month. its gonna be purple ...
i dun really know what to wear :S
i made my nails just for the party and finding some acceserise to go with my nails and find something to wear.
OHHH !!! and its my mate Melissa Hammond 18th BIRTHDAY !!! hope all her wishes comes true :D
and we will have fun on that night and having a wonderful dinner with u :)
♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥

Bachata

I cant seem to stop myself watching this video. i think i really into this bachata thing now. i think this is video attract me cos of the advance foot step, the beautiful music and the wonderful performance by this couple. it look so fun. i wish the workshop that i am doing with secret salsa would have something like this. i wonder i could keep it up or not maybe i can. im sure i can keep up with it. coz i really did dance for my whole life. i wonder how advance is the dance. Hmmm :/ is there is a partner that can lead me to dance this advance dance would be great. dancing with a partner passionately would feel so nice. agghhh .... the thought of it feel SO good. all thanks so Melissa Hammond for bringing me to salsa dancing so i could learn bachata in that club :) bachata is so sexy. 

♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥