Confused

i would not know what to say ... i just fall in love with my besties ... my heart really hurts so much ... she dont like this man ... but she is going out with him ... i do not want to think about it because this is jusst being ridiculous .... i hate myself for falling in love with her. i know that she does not love me how i love her. and she did tell me that we would not ever happen as a couple. i dont how to keep this feeling in myself ... we had a close intimacy ... maybe is just because she was drunk that time ... my love have to always keep to myself :( .... 
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how Leo works ...

i have not have been written in this blog.. i guess it could be about a year or two. i turn to this place because i would not want to offend people. i know this person for about few months nearly a year i guess. This person seem to be a very nice person until this person met the other person that so call her the lover. that has changed this person into a man that i need to be re-evaluate and also re-think. This person seems to be a person that used a friend as a toy and just dump that person just like that. today i had a converstation with this person and seems to be another person. This person seems to be a human with such rude manner and its not him. he hit me directly in my heart.

not one person in this world would ever treat me like a person ... maybe i have offended this person i dont know ... but the only things is that i know what ever i do no one will take me as a true person. not ever my own boyfriend dont treat me as a true person but i do love him a lot with all my heart. this is really strange, this person that i am talking about is not my boyfriend. the person i am talking about is a very close friend of mine that now no longer anymore. i still appreciate this friend. no matter what this person should not be able to see my blog. so this person would not know that i have written this. i hope this secret just leave it here and here is the place that it stands. 

i am not always depress. i am only depress when i see someone that i love don't apprechiate me and i want them to not know how i feel 

♥Dont want anyone to know how the truly feel♥

♥this is how Leo works♥

♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥

SALSA PARTY

end of this month i am gonna go to a salsa party cant wait man.
im going to a advance salsa workshop. this will be s*** scary :$
i am looking forward to it but i am also alittle scared of it :)
im such a strange person am i ?
i think so ... hope Mark does not kill me by the end of the salsa workshop if not i will kill him
or make him pay.
i am going to a salsa party end of this month. its gonna be purple ...
i dun really know what to wear :S
i made my nails just for the party and finding some acceserise to go with my nails and find something to wear.
OHHH !!! and its my mate Melissa Hammond 18th BIRTHDAY !!! hope all her wishes comes true :D
and we will have fun on that night and having a wonderful dinner with u :)
♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥

Bachata

I cant seem to stop myself watching this video. i think i really into this bachata thing now. i think this is video attract me cos of the advance foot step, the beautiful music and the wonderful performance by this couple. it look so fun. i wish the workshop that i am doing with secret salsa would have something like this. i wonder i could keep it up or not maybe i can. im sure i can keep up with it. coz i really did dance for my whole life. i wonder how advance is the dance. Hmmm :/ is there is a partner that can lead me to dance this advance dance would be great. dancing with a partner passionately would feel so nice. agghhh .... the thought of it feel SO good. all thanks so Melissa Hammond for bringing me to salsa dancing so i could learn bachata in that club :) bachata is so sexy. 

♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥

feelings in this school

I actually like this school . I really do like this school. Most of the time I'm happy with my friends. Bt there are sumthing that happen to me. The things happen to me is like people there. I like all my class. I love them all my teacher and people. Bt there are like sumthing wrong with me. I think, I want to b friendly with them bt to me however friendly I am to people they dun like me. Or am I just too serious. I also dun really know. Haiz so sad.

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Hollywood Dance Show

first day, 22 june
The first night of the dance show was fabulous. It's the most emotional day. I feel that everyone has done well in the dance show. I feel that I did alright in my dances. I am really happy for Ashy for his dance that has been done so well and fabulous. Nt oni just that, he has made everything work well and beautifully planned.
He is the greatest teacher of all. Wonderful man. Love him lots. I wish I was not in any dance so thalotst I will bable to see the dance show and enjoy them all. Bt I did enjoy all my dances :) I'm really really happy.

Second day, 23 june
today is the last dat of the dance show, today i heard a lot of good feed back. such as ' its fabulous', ' the show was wonderful', and lots more. the most nicest feed back that i hav heard is hearing people saying ' this show is the most fab show we hav seen'. im so pleased with that but i did not think that i did a really good job in the show today. but its fine everything is over, its all over. i am so emotional today, becos of the emotional speech and the feeling of a final show just burst out, i just burst out crying it was so emotional. really fabulous dance show ever.

i want to thank you Mr Luke Ashworth, because he has done alot of things for me and the whole cast. i also want to thank you him for his help during the year and i will not let you down Mr Ashworth. i will always keep  you in my mind to work as hard as i can. i really try my best not to let you down
THANKS MR ASHWORTH FOR EVERYTHING !

Love Becca

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Yesterday I went to watch a dance performance its really weird but quite good as well :) I want to say my opinion bout this show. The first impression is its really uncomfortable and quite sexual but in the end I did like. its really weird. i have nt seen this kind of performance. i wish to see this kind of performance :)

this is the link to the reviews and other things :D
http://www.jasminvardimon.com/productions.html
♥Sumie1314♥3-yann♥