'Fan' nite

15December2008 ,
28 1/2 day 2 leave ipoh,
2 nite is a very 'fan' nite 4 me cox this morning my long time no seen friend chat wif me 4 a few minutes then she's busy . i feel like so 'fan' that i dun know how 2 explain my feelings sum times like scared sum times like dsun know wat 2 do .any1 can tell me y this feeling cames n go like this is a very easy come easy go stuff that i dun know . i really dun wan any more of this feeling .help me !! can not leave any more!!!!