Miss

24 may 2009,

10:48 pm(should not be online this time ),

23 degree (kinda hot ).

the only thing that made me write is that i miss him so much that i can not sleep wifout wirting evrthing out to expreses myself . i really miss him so much , i dun know y but he seems so lovable and cute . ever time i saw him i seems to be so afraid of him( that he also knowtis that ) . i know that he does not like me as i am a not very beutiful girl and i am older that him . this seem to be the problem , that i am facing. i dun dare to tell him how i feel and i dun dare to ask him out . when he hugged or be very very friendly to his friends , my heart will be so so painful until i can not force in my lesson, when he does not go to skol my life seems so em....eamty . when i looked at him and he did not even lookd at me i feel so sad but when he looked at me my heart id filled .