I have to confess I am very confused of myself sometimes. I don't understand what's up with me. I know have an awesome gingee and I do really like him to bits. However, no idea why my brain keeps wanting to be stupid and remind myself stupid things like Ohh ... That person have this and that person is that and that is so annoying and that is so grrr. I say I am not jealous of anything but it seems like i kind of is maybe. Couple shirt , rings photos ... Hmmm I do want them but not unless he wants it willingly thou. We have taken photos of each other a lot but not together like that ... I really want to be all cute with him ... But at the same time me and gingee is not like that I think. If only I know what's up with me and what I am thinking !!
Lately he is not with me and I feel a little lonely and I know he has been busy from work. I hope he will be back soon so I can feel the love all over again. I think I like the relationship of not having me lovely little gingee. It make me appreciate him and our relationship so much. I think I am just being such an arse hole at time. And I hope he can stand my craziness .... X
