13 days till ...

Its been about two weeks that my gingee man has not been with me. It sounds like we broke up but no ... he only went to holiday for 1 months. The first week I have been on my worst behavior.
I think that I have been liked by an awesome guy. So understand and fabulous ... I didn't regret on doing anything ... Because everything I have done leads me to this awesome man !!
I am having a terrible time me living with out my gingee. And I always says that I am not jealous of my ex d*** head .... But he is getting on me now really. They keep putting pictures of them getting marry and ever going on date photos. I really don't understand myself really. I'm so stupid to be obsessed with that.